الأحد، 22 يونيو، 2014

Meditation journal - Week 2




"That inner Self, as the primordial spirit, eternal, ever bright, full and infinite bliss, single, indivisible, whole and living, shines in everyone as the Witnessing Awareness.
That Self in its splendour, shining in the cavity of the Heart as the subtle, pervasive yet unmanifest ether, illumines this universe like the sun."
~ Ramana Maharshi
day 6
First time to meditate in the morning , which is a bad idea .
Morning is the postponed daily stress , its hard to let go this.

I am a little confused about the $abai feeling .

day 7
It was great today .
I guess $abai feelings mean that you should be able to detach yourself from anything that isn't you; because we are whole we should not be dependent on anyone or anything ; this is the only way if we want to be free.

by developing our conscience and by gathering ourselves together , we will be able to be whole again.
We belong to ourselves only , neither a person nor a place.



day8
Unsaved note .

day 9
$abai.. $abai
I felt that my body is my star and orbit : the center and the journey's road.
It was so great today
I am not sure where will conscience will be after death , but after feeling the $abai : I am not afraid of death's silence , nothing bad could happen to a $abai self.

day 10
Today i felt totally $abai and at the center , only confused about one thing :" conscience" .
How our conscious can become $abai 
when we are all a product of constants , which we receive from : society , religion ...

* later , i found out that bounded conscience is a result of some delusions , which i gladly gave up to see a truth.

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I am a whole universe 

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