الخميس، 6 يناير 2011

Pain



many times i ask myself
y do i have 2 bear All this pain?? how to stop suicidal thoughts?? And when is my salvation ??
@ last and after 26 years
i realised that :
Pain is a destiny .. then suicidal thoughts cannt be stopped and all this because there is no salvation >> " no salvation .. no forgivness - a song 4 Marilyn Manson "
salvation in the eastern society to a girl is the arabian knight on the white horse or even a white vespa .. comming quickly begging 4 her engagment and proposing all life-love on a dish of gold.
And after seeing and living my friends marriage and engagment stories , i just saw the real face of the so-called arabian knight who gonna protect ..
he is just a buyer not more
and he buy a honest toilet for his tossing .. that honest toilest host loyaly his shit and transform it into kids .. then she raise kids .. feed family .. arange home wash clothes .. And at night comes the knight 2 ride her eating her after eating her cooked food and its okay if being violent 2 motivate his sadist desire .
So plz ppl tell me y should i accept this ????
what pressures me ???
and y should i buy my own slavery ???

" take my tears and that's not really ow .. such tainted love - a song 4 Marilyn Manson "
and y do arabian women accept such insult as an honored life .
and y do i have 2 talk bout arabian women only ??? its all a global current
woman became a thing not even a creature .. she became like the breakfast cake always available and 4 very low prices or 4 free .
when this century women will wake up ???? when they will stop the men slavery and just stand against all this dignity abuse ????
i may need love,tenderness and some1's real
but i dont want a rider 4 my will and i will never do.

(( All my life i've been waitin 4 u 2 bring a fairy tale my way ..

keep livin in a fantasy without meaning ..

a song 4 - Anastacia ))


written by/

Hapy
2006

Author:

I am a whole universe 

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